crushing itu sakit

salam...
today i want to talk about
 
crushing is hurting, right?
it's too wounded deep in my soul...
he is a very good guy but i think
because of that, he was owned by somebody else..
haha, i don't know why i crush into him...
maybe, he's like a fallen angel..
and i'm no one compared to him...
whoa, it's bleeding in me...

i am hurt and wounded..
maybe
i was seeking for so much perfection
but, i was not perfect enough to own one...
o allah...
guide me back to the reality..
i'm sleeping in another world of fantasy
please, wake me up...
i'm begging u please...