titled!

assalamualaikum w.b.t..
titled?
apa maksudnya cik adik oi?
haha, nothing lha.. just a moment please, a story that begins with...
on my birthday, the man i love sang me a selamat ulang tahun, sayang song by imran ajmain.
damn nice! eh, i feel like crying now...
but, now. he is away from me. so far away...
he's in japan now. yeah, indeed. for all this tima, he has been away from me but when he is there, in another country, i feel like dying inside of me.
eh, crazy isnt it?

but, this is what i feel inside... love, but he doesnt understand me..
but, still i respect him..
he once said this:
if you had your heart on me, put it aside. i dont want u to hurt. its not the time for coupling. i have my own ambition and i wanna grab it before loving somebody.
that's it! this is my man. tha right man for me.
o, Allah. keep my heart still strong for him. only him. no others...insyaallah. and, put love for me in his heart. only me as his girl...