hurt...again...

assalamualaikum...
i was hurt!
technically, i was hurt for all my life..
16 years living in hurt...
am i the one to blame?
i know i am no guilt...
i was living in hell for all this time..
know what i am sick of?
i am tired of DRAMA and EVERYTHING!
someone said to me i keep telling bad thing about my family..
hey, think about it
you are the one who keep making me this bad
you tortured my heart...
you condemned my freedom...
i never get chances to go and explore the world but you got...
you never realised how much you hurt me...
because of that, you keep telling me your WONDERFUL story
because you never thought how much it could hurt me..
16 years i was living with heart-broken, with you, BACKSTABBERS!!!
i can list down all sorts of thing you ever did to me, but i won't..
because whenever i started to speak, i'll shed tears down my cheeks...
i don't want to cry, i'll looked funny, idiot and weak...
and in that way, you'll damn easily cut me down...
shut up, u fool..
i had it enough here!

that's why some people said..
"sometimes, strangers are like family and family are like strangers"

  

family

strangers

crushing itu sakit

salam...
today i want to talk about
 
crushing is hurting, right?
it's too wounded deep in my soul...
he is a very good guy but i think
because of that, he was owned by somebody else..
haha, i don't know why i crush into him...
maybe, he's like a fallen angel..
and i'm no one compared to him...
whoa, it's bleeding in me...

i am hurt and wounded..
maybe
i was seeking for so much perfection
but, i was not perfect enough to own one...
o allah...
guide me back to the reality..
i'm sleeping in another world of fantasy
please, wake me up...
i'm begging u please...

falling hard for one-D

salam, semua...
i just don't what is happening to me right now but im falling hard for one-d!!!
OMG!!!
why?
 but only for their songs , okay?
hahaha...

cute, huh?

yeah, they are super duper triper cute..

but, still , talking about falling hard, i've fall for infinite so long before...

 

see, cuter boys!!!

hahaha, crazy girl...

little things one direction

"Little Things"

[Zayn]
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

[Liam]
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never loved
Your stomach or your thighs,
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do
It's you
Oh, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things

[Louis]
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me

[Harry]
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
[Niall]
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh.

[Harry]
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you,
Oh, it's you,
It's you they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little things

[All]
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things

Speak Now - Taylor Swift

tuisyen oh tuisyen...

salam...
hari ini, aku nak bercerita tentang tuisyen..
WHAT THE HELL ???
TUISYEN?!!
haha, yeah, aku pergi tuisyen...
apa masalahnya???
tuition class banyak faedahnya..
selain dapat tambah ilmu yang sedia ada
kita dapat juda kawan-kawan baru, tak begitu?
story tentang tuisyen ni adalah aku belajar lagi sekali tajuk waves dalam physics!
whoa, dah belajar tiga kali kalau campur yang ini...
hahaha, nasib badan...

english pula , aku belajar sesuatu yang baru iaitu tentang novel tingkatan 5

novel apa ea? best tak novel tu?

best!!!

whoa, tapi aku tak pasti lah kami ni budak mrsm ni belajar ke novel tu..

entah lah..redha aje lah...

hahaha

salam...