cinta itu tak semestinya memiliki

salam,
 hari ni... saya rasa saya dah faham apa maknanya CINTA itu...
hmm... tak semestinya memiliki...
tak semestinya menerima
tapi selalu memberi...
yes, i've given you all my love...
and nothing else left for myself,
haha, sadis kan?
yes, sadis sebab awak tak faham tahu?
awak langsung tak faham...
ceh, sedih habis saya ni...
yes, i keep making mistake in my life....
mistake in falling in love with you
but, you're never with me
you never feel it.
what?
am i a toy?
you're such a heartbreaker.
talking to my friend yesterday, it seems that you are totally rubbish. im playing with my heart. i made it play by you. we're both rubbish... totally...

titled!

assalamualaikum w.b.t..
titled?
apa maksudnya cik adik oi?
haha, nothing lha.. just a moment please, a story that begins with...
on my birthday, the man i love sang me a selamat ulang tahun, sayang song by imran ajmain.
damn nice! eh, i feel like crying now...
but, now. he is away from me. so far away...
he's in japan now. yeah, indeed. for all this tima, he has been away from me but when he is there, in another country, i feel like dying inside of me.
eh, crazy isnt it?

but, this is what i feel inside... love, but he doesnt understand me..
but, still i respect him..
he once said this:
if you had your heart on me, put it aside. i dont want u to hurt. its not the time for coupling. i have my own ambition and i wanna grab it before loving somebody.
that's it! this is my man. tha right man for me.
o, Allah. keep my heart still strong for him. only him. no others...insyaallah. and, put love for me in his heart. only me as his girl...